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Willing Our Own Will - Feb 13, 2010


Glen: There he is.

Jerd: Here I am.

Glen: There he is on schedule.

Jerd: Am I that routine? I'm that predictable?

Glen: Yeah, you're a man of the clock.

Jerd: I move within the flock, but I don't like to move in the same direction as the flock.

Glen: What are you doing with your life? Are you wasting your life there doing nothing?

Jerd: No. I'm learning.

Glen: Good for you.

Jerd: What are you doing with your life, Glen?

Glen: I'm freezing.

Jerd: I was just out there walking. I tried to take a walk in the woods a little earlier. I get so much
clarity out there.

Glen: Where do you go walking?

Jerd: Well, in the middle of my neighborhood.  It's connected to this trail where people usually
ride their quads. You can go out there, light a campfire or whatever, and just hang out.

Glen: It's like a park?

Jerd: Yeah, it's connected to a park. I like it because I get a different feeling when I go in there. I
don't feel linked to the civilization in a sense.

Glen: Is it surrounded by homes or by big buildings?

Jerd: Homes. I live in the suburbs.

Glen: But sometimes in the suburbs there's half a dozen big buildings together.


Jerd: Oh yeah, we have buildings little plazas with stores and supermarkets.

Glen: But no 40-story buildings?

Jerd: No, no. Only the highest buildings that I've seen are in certain districts. Like industrial areas
where there's more business. But out here 10, 20 years ago out here were more woods.

Glen: You're on Long Island, aren't you?

Jerd: Yeah, Long Island.

Glen: At which end?

Jerd: The Suffolk County end, near Connecticut.

Glen: Okay. The northern end.

Jerd: Yeah. I can take the ferry over there. I'm thinking of doing that, one day, just take the ferry
up there to Connecticut. I want to see what's going on over there. They got a university over there
with Yale. I want to see what's all the fuss. Because I heard that Yale unlocks the key to Skull and
Bones.

Glen: You've been to Montreal?

Jerd: Yeah. I never explored Montreal like I would want to, though. The last time I've been there
was years ago. When I was younger, I used to go over there with my family. It’s  a place where all
Haitians move to. What is it like they all just decide, okay, all Haitians move there?

Glen: You want to change and there's nothing more different than Haiti than 20 below zero.

Jerd: Hehe. Yeah. What did you learn, Glen? What did you learn since I last spoke to you?

Glen: Well, we're basically learning details of the things that we've been dealing with before.

Jerd: Me too. It's just looking at the same thing but always looking at it from a different angle.  I
guess that's what science is, right, analyzing everything from a different angle. In my mind, I think
of it as  a point surrounded by a sp here. From every angle of that spear towards that point you
look at it from every different angle.

Glen: The Olympics basically are fitting a pattern.  I was talking to people a couple of weeks ago
about a black body bag.  So, the Olympics start off with a guy dying in almost the same way as
Princess Diana, only the vehicle was different.  Kind of swerved off the road all of a sudden , and
run into a pole.  It all seems so surreal that it seemed more like theater than anything else. Of
course, the guy had to pay the price with his life.


But the end result of it today, is that on the same ride they have moved the men’s starting point
to the female's starting point.  So, the men are basically being portrayed now as merging with
the women. It's something that the president of the Olympic Association said last summer, that
there was a coming together of the athletes. So, I hope that they didn't kill a guy just to make the
point, but it sure smells that way.

Jerd: Are you saying that they killed him just to put out some message?

Glen: Every vehicle that has high speed can have a gadget put into it that acts like an automatic
pilot when activated. It's one way of killing people like John John Kennedy, Grace Kelly, Princess
Di. All of these people, when they die, there's a statement being made in the activity of their
death that goes beyond just living or dying. I certainly wouldn't put it past the controllers of our
world to kill people to make a statement.

It's slightly different when they do it one on one type of thing.  Then the other possibility is in
Masonic writings, the priests end their letters with, So mote it be , which refers to so remote it
be. It could also be that the person’s Medulla is being contacted a split second at a speed of 100
miles an hour. It can draw the attention of the person away from what they're doing and lead to
their death.

Jerd: Now how do they have this control over Medulla, they can do this to anybody?

Glen: You're dealing with an electrical and chemical structure much like a computer. If you have
the ability to communicate between computers, it's only a matter of getting the wavelength down
to the level and you basically send a message out to a person in sports.  Most of the activity in
sports brings money to the system through gambling.

If you can make a team lose a game or win a game , or spread the margin because you distract ,
detract, people's attention, when the ball is coming into a batter, when a puck is coming to the
net, when a sled is riding down the hill and approaches the highest speed at the most dangerous
curve. All it takes is an instantaneous message that causes the person's attention to be focused
slightly in the wrong direction. A goal comes in, a sled goes over the side.

Jerd: Do you think this is being done from underground or from a group of people who have...

Glen: I think we saw some effect of that in horse racing, Kentucky Derby type of activity, Belmont
Stakes, that type of stuff. I remember watching horses being brought through a tunnel and their
attitude changing completely and horses breaking down at the end of a race, that type of stuff.
I'm sure that they've practiced it with animals, but that it doesn't take very much to move that
system up to dealing with human beings.



Because of that hint of so-mote it be, it leaves little doubt in my mind that what they're referring
to is RE, because to them, number two is number one . Do something a second time , and
succeed where when you do it the first time, you don't.

Jerd: With  that number two  is number one concept  in mind,  remote backwards is motor. I
learned a lot of stuff since I last spoke to you last week, I think it was.

Glen: Well, the word you use, motor, is linked to the word root. The beginning of something.

Jerd: Root is  in the word fruit.  In that allegory  about the goddess Demeter, and her daughter
named Persephone. Her name tells you everything, Persephone; the purse is the bag with the
phone for communications. But the story is that she is imprisoned in Hades, and she was given a
pomegranate by the lord of Hades before she left.

When she went up to the surface again, she was told that she could stay up there if she didn't
take anything from the lord of Hades.  But she did, and so she had to come  back every three
months or something, and that’s why the seasons changed. But really all it was saying to me was
that she's a ba g lady reporting back information to her master, underground. And she’s being
artificially inseminated because the pomegranate is all the seeds.  That's crazy how old this stuff
is.

Glen: Pomegranate was one of the favorite fruits of the Kurds.

Jerd: If you break down the word pomegranate, it's pome, apple, right? And you have granite, it’s
like a grainy type of thing they use to build buildings and stuff. Speaking of grainy, Demeter was a
goddess that was linked to grain and wheat.

Glen: Grain, brain, Iran.

Jerd: Gra-nite. In the older books, when you read about th ese mythological people,  fruits and
flowers, it's interesting when you break down the words. One flower is called the violet. You break
down that word, V is virgin, then you have I-O is 10, L-E is “the”, and T is transmission.

Glen: Toilet. V can be a C.  Because the abbreviation for a court, CT , it can also be a T. So, violet
can be a toilet.

Jerd: Another flower is called the crocus. Between two Cs you have the word “ore”, or “row”. An
ore is a type of mineral, they said, that you can't tell what it is because it's disguised, the way they
described it. Then you have Sue at the end of the word, crocus. You can turn the C on its side and
turn it to an N, and it's Cronus. Cronus was the god of time, who devoured his own children.

Glen: Wings is the word most associated with time.  All of the Egyptian and Nordic type of
mythology. Tonight, the Ottawa Senators will play a hockey game in Detroit; Red Wings.


Jerd: Red Bull gives you wings.

Glen: Detroit, in French, the word is étroit. It means the narrowing.  Things happen, control
mechanisms happen in the narrowing of the brain, the neck . On the way from the chest, the
spine, up to the brain is the narrowing in the neck. The Detroit connection is well known.  Fjord
Foundation; Ford Foundation runs the show. It's between two C's. It's on the one hand got Lake
Huron on one side, Lake Michigan on the other side.

Above it is a town called Cadillac. Below it is a place called Chicago. It's basically in position on a
daily basis to be wiped off the map. If you look at all of the activity, weather activity, the southern
peninsula of Michigan is usually half in a flood zone.  The northern half of it is in a flood zone
without any special activity going on. So, it wouldn't take very much to wipe it off the map.

There's no doubt in my mind that one of these days what you're going to see is a destruction
of the canal network leading from Lake Michigan up to Lake Superior . The locks there are run
by the Corps of Engineers, U.S. Corps of Engineers.

The same people who basically did the work on Niagara Falls 20 some years ago.  I don't know if
they're thinking that by being there, they're going to be helpful to the U.S., but in fact they're
going to be destroyed when a blind thrust rises from below. That will affect Canada at first, but
then the peninsula that is the northern peninsula of Michigan, it's going to basically break apart
as the water from Lake Superior flows through and expands the hole.

There is a danger of the U.S. losing Chicago, Detroit, Cleveland, Buffalo, Rochester all on the
same day. Can you imagine what that would do in the U.S.?  Flushing, New York. Who lives in
Flushing, New York?

Jerd: I don't know.

Glen: Is it a specific ethnic community?

Jerd: I think it's Asian, like Korean.

Glen: Asian mostly?

Jerd: Yeah, it's Korean, Chinese, Vietnamese.


Glen: I would move from a place called Flushing.

Jerd: I would move from a place called Long Island, coming through the Rye.

Glen: That's the southern end of the island though, Manhattan.

Jerd: Manhattan.

Glen: Yeah. Mad Hatter lives in Manhattan.

Jerd: I'm trying, Glen.  I have appointments that I have set up to get up there.  I have my
fingerprints. I have my records from all different types of places coming here.

Glen: Well, I don't want to scare you anymore, but we need your brain up here for a while, and
probably the energy that you carry. There are a number of people that have energy that when
put together with other people's energy might stall this plan they have . Then we can all be
accused of having lied and told that it didn't happen.

Jerd: That's what I want.

Glen: That would be the reward for being successful. So, plan on it, hehe. When we succeed at
something, we fail in the eyes of everybody else. We're not here for pats on the back.

Jerd: We're here for a Creation. I remember you said something that stuck with me. When I asked
you, why am I here at this time? You said, well Creation needs you. It's like I have a job to do, that
brought me here.

Glen: Yep. There are a number of people out there who listen to you that would benefit from
hearing the premise of what we're talking about , from beginning to end without interruption.
That's practically impossible in an hour or a day or a week.

Jerd: It’s a process.

Glen: Hopefully they'll come around. A lot of people that I speak to on the telephone repeat the
same story to me about how it's important that they raise their children properly, and not to let
the system control what they learn.  But yet, these same people don't know the options.  They
basically know what the media wants them to know.  They may have been religious at one time
and left that behind, but forgot to take their brain with them when they left the church.





Unless you take the time to examine all the options, the three options given by the system  are
the option provided by schooling. The second option is the option provided by religion. The third
option is provided by conspiracy. But nobody gets to talk about the reality option , that comes
from reason matched up to intuition , and then go out and try to disprove the evidence that's
all around . They will find that this fourth option is the one that's never discussed in public
media. Unless they have a knowledge of that- they don't have to agree.

They need a knowledge of it before they take on the responsibility of teaching their children .
Because teaching children a different lie than the one they're trying to keep them from getting,
is not much of a benefit . Often people find a place in alcohol, or in drugs, and they go to jail. In
jail, they're basically given an option, stop taking drugs, stop drinking alcohol, and come to Jesus.
That's no different, just a different approach to the same thing. It’s park your brain and take it
from us.

Instead of parking their brain, they should take some time out in their lives before they die, before
they get to be too old, or before they try to teach other people what reality is all about , to at
least hear the options that are out there, and especially those options that are not promoted by
the media. You're doing part of that work of trying to inform people. They need, as part of that
teaching process, the proper environment, a real natural environment.

Jerd: Exactly. I was talking with Danea and we were saying that we take it for granted that other
people seem to know at least the basic things with this stuff. I take it for granted that I'm one of
very few people who can understand this thing.

Glen: You’ve been given a gift, as few people have, to take the time out of your life and suffer
the consequences, because it's never easy to do the right thing. But you're approaching it in the
right way. Eventually, it'll prove out, basically, that you made the right choices. Even if you came
to a conclusion that you didn't agree with a fourth option, you will always have the certitude
that you made every effort . So much for my preaching.  I've got to stop talking , or I'll start
sounding like a priest on Sunday.

Jerd: Speaking of which, I saw a guy at my job and he had some rings on his thing and I asked him
what kind of rings those were.  He said, oh, it's the Nation of Islam.  Later on, he tried recruiting
me. He said, come on, give me your phone number to come to the mosque with me.  Come see
what we're talking about.  I'm trying to be polite about things, but I don't know, maybe it'll be
interesting to see what kind of stuff they're being fed in there.

Glen: Everything should be looked at. Everything should be given its time. In my 69 years of living,
I've basically taken the time to look at Christianity, Judaism. I've been a public speaker in an Israeli
temple, Beth Zion Congregation in Montreal. I've taken the time to study the difference between
Christianity and the different versions of it in Protestantism.

Jerd: You were able to do it from an objective point of view?


Glen: Yeah, just listening and getting an idea of what motivated those people , and were they, in
fact, practicing what they preached . With Islam, I have much less difficulty making a decision
because anybody who chooses to put women in a bag and call them burkas or whatever, and
do it for so many years that women begin to think it's normal, there's a problem there.

The fact that the word Islam is linked to the word ami, which is Sima, which is the place from
which we are all being controlled , tells me that that's not something that I would want to
associate myself with.

Jerd: Christianity does it too. They call them nuns. They put them in those things [habit].

Glen: Yep. Christianity did it a long time ago. Before Islam came about, Islam basically copied on
Christianity. So, they're no better off. The only difference is their women in a bag were hidden
in a monastery most of the time . Whereas the Muslim ones are living in the home.  Mind you,
they probably have the same job making babies is what it's all about.

In any event, I've been able to decide for myself that conspiracy exists. They are theories to some.
The word theory is linked to Troy.  Troy talks about something hidden  within is really what
matters. But they don't tell you what it is. They tell you an army inside a wooden horse. The word
horse is basically the word for RUSE. So, if you take it to a conclusion, nothing is more truthful
than a conspiracy theory. I know the word conspiracy is true because I've lived through a number
of conspiracies.

Jerd: Well, that's what history is. It's conspiracies.

Glen: I know that it's based upon evidence. Even though the media laughs every time the word
is used, that's basically a programming they got in first year university from the dean of
journalism. That told them that they had better laugh or they'd lose their jobs later on , if they
didn't laugh at the word conspiracy . But you can pick up any legal code and look under C and
you'll find conspiracy there.


The system has no problem believing in conspiracies if those conspiracies are not doing what
they want, but t hey live a conspiracy.  Politics is a conspiracy. Religion is a conspiracy.  Because
they set down the rules for you to follow . They don't say come examine, make decisions on
your own, and if you believe we're crooks, throw us out and get somebody who's not a crook. If
you can find one, because we don't let them into politics if they're not a crook.

Jerd: That's what I find when I talk to people . I'll say things from evidence I've looked at , and
they'll say, oh, that's an interesting conspiracy theory that you have. I feel that once they label me
that it's putting me in a box somewhere.

Glen: It's easy. They can basically talk to each other and having pigeon-holed you, they don't need
to give evidence, they just need to use the words like pigeonhole or conspiracy theorist.

Jerd: It's amazing how the words control.

Glen: Big right -wing conspiracy, is Clinton's favorite word , but in fact a conspiracy is not right
wing, left wing, high wing, low wing , it's just a conspiracy period , and most of the controllers
of the world are in on it, if not all.

Jerd: It's not just the controllers.

Glen: It's the people who follow.

Jerd: Yeah, exactly. They all play a part.

Glen: 5% work for the conspirators, and 87% do what they're told in order to survive . The 3%
who are really in charge, you never see them . They're all the hidden feet behind the system .
They point the finger at the hidden hand , but a hand is too far away from your s ole. Your sole
is underneath your feet.

If you look at pictures of Confucius or pictures of Night Watch, a painting by Rembrandt in
Holland, you'll see that behind the scene underneath are these two sets of feet . The feet have
six toes on one foot and four toes on the other . Basically, telling you a little bit about how the
division of authority happens left and right.

In any event, you can repeat it over and over again and people who don't want to know won't
listen, won't learn. That's okay. As long as we find 13 people with a functioning brain. That's the
starting point. How many people we've found with a starting point, I don't know.  I really don't
want to know. I just want to take a wild guess.  Let Creation decide whether or not they really
have a functioning brain . But if we can assemble 13, then we have a chance of stopping this
madness. There I go talking again.

Jerd: Hehe. I'm more confident now in myself. I can see I was born to do this type of stuff.


Glen: You have a talent.  The talent is different from most.  It is similar to but not like anybody
else's. It's a piece of the puzzle . Nobody is perfect. Everybody is probably more than 90%
imperfect. But if you have a percentage of perfection that amounts to 7 or 8%, that's
terrific. Put enough of those people together and together they create perfection .
Not alone.

It's like a machine.  You can have gears and you can have levers and you can have
springs and you can have all kinds of parts. By themselves they are absolutely useless
except take up space in the warehouse.  But when you assemble them in the proper
manner, and the gears fit within other gears , and lift certain levers , that pull on springs, and in
the end, you have perfection when it comes to creating an activity that needs to be created.

The activity we need to create is thinking, and then willing our own will, rather than using words
given to us that are always 2, 3, 4 meanings . When we think we are willing our own will using
words, we are in fact just helping the system.

Jerd: Yeah, I think about that.  People say, I can't find the words to express this.  Because there
isn't words. Because it was never meant to be expressed in words.

Glen: That’s right.  It's like in the original Hebrew temple, there was no vowels except in the
hands of the teacher . Only the teacher could tell you what he really meant.  You were left with
consonants and that's like being given pieces of the puzzle with a whole bunch of pieces
missing, and you are supposed to assemble a picture. It doesn't work.

What you have to do is think pictures.  Think imagery. Don't think words.  Don't think letters .
They are the philosopher's building blocks, and the philosopher can only earn a living, working
for the system . Nobody pays anybody to be a philosopher except those who want him to
philosophize their direction. They hand it out by the day or by the week or by the month so they
can hold it back at the end of the month if the guy hasn't said the right thing.

Jerd: When they talk about order out of chaos, another overstanding of that is the thought of
order out of chaos. Because you are trying to make order of what you are seeing around you.

Glen: Your order requires all the parts, all the pieces. The system won't give you the pieces.

Jerd: No, they won't. But they are there. It's like an analogy a friend of mine gave me. He said it's
like you are in a prison. But when you are in there, there is actually like a crack, a hole in the wall
so small you can get through.  It's there but they are not going to tell you it’s there. T hat's how
the system works.

Glen: A small crack when you feed water through it, it doesn't take long before it becomes a big
crack. Water is the material, basic material of life. But it can also be the basic material of death,
especially in a toilet.


Jerd: That's what they say in Haiti, one of the things that they say in the religion of voodoo; they
say everything is poison. Basically, saying that water can be good for you but it can also kill you.
So, I guess that's with everything.

Glen: Anyway, I'm going to shorten our discussion for tonight. I've got to get back to doing some
homework here.

Jerd: Okay, I don't want to get in the way of that.

Glen: There's only a couple of days left before the Olympic hockey starts.  Then I have to search
for all the Tiger Woods in the world that play hockey, and see if there isn't one of them out there
that might join us here. I'm hoping that before too long, Tiger Woods himself, having gone through
his experience, would consider visiting the farm and listening to our point of view. Then go back
and sit on his billions and think about the future. He's only going to have half the billions he had
before because divorce will cost him the difference. That's okay, he can live on that.

Jerd: Alright Glen.

Glen: Okay, good night now.

Jerd: Alright, good night.

Glen: Bye.